In the memory of Lori Kay Gilbert, Ellis Parlier, and Riley Howell and all victims of gun violence; in honor of my students and colleagues at UNC Charlotte.
Alas!
Lonely she sits…
her squares, once teeming,
her buildings, alive with sound.
She is a widow, now,
mourning her dead,
weeping for the injured, the fallen,
whose voices once called out in greeting, in play,
across her pathways, walkways, glens and gardens.
Bitterly she weeps in the night,
her cheek wet with tears.
There is none to comfort her.
“Thoughts and prayers” mean nothing without rage,
without anger so righteous, it rises up to cry out:
Let their wrongdoing come before You.
Let their wrongdoing be named.
For making murder easy, slaughter simple.
For placing pistols and assault rifles in every hand.
Our steps were checked,
we could not walk in our squares.
The breath of our life was captured in their traps.
See how the foe has laid hands on everything dear to us.
Our young, shot at study.
Your supplicants, shot at prayer.
Hear my plea.
Do not shut your ear
to my groan, to my cry.
For these things do I weep.
My eyes flow with tears.
My children are forlorn.
For the foe has prevailed.
See, how abject I have become?
This text includes sections from Lamentations, Chapters 1, 3, and 4.
Lamentation, April 2019
